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I'M BACK FOR GOOD (:
this new xanga is really complicated to me so.. give me some time to learn it.
comments and subs would be nice <3

I felt the goodbye when we hugged. The strength in his arms as if that was the last bit of him he had to give me. I realized as I was walking away that in holding on as tight as he did -- was really just him letting go.

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I like to pretend that everything's alright,
Because when everybody else thinks you're fine,
Sometimes you forget for a while,
That you're not.

For some, they think that letting go
is one way of expressing how much you love the person.
Most relationships tend to fail. Not because the absence of love.
Love is always present. It's just that one was being loved too much
and the other wasn't being loved enough

Attitude is: knowing you have one, liking it,
and not caring what other people think.

Men hate to cry,
they rarely ever do.
But, when a man cries over you, you know he loves you.
Because men only cry when they lost something
or are afraid of losing something that they
love as much or more than themselves

i know you think you can fix a broken guy, but you can't.
And he's just gonna drag you down with him.
- Steve Wilkos -

The higher you build the walls around your heart,
the harder you fall when someone tears them down.

You say girls are confusing? Nice try. Girls are the easiest to understand. We want love. We want trust. We want everything most guys lack. We want someone to change for us, we want them to accept the fact that sometimes we forget to shave. We want someone who doesn't put drugs and alcohol before us. We want back rubs. We want you to give us flowers. We want you to hold our hand. We want you to be able to have sex with us for the beauty, not just cause you want it. We all just want our own prince charming.

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no, it's not okay. it's not okay.
I am not that girl, I am not the one who cries and falls apart
and calls her ex-boyfriend to come and save her.
-- Gilmore Girls --

when people can walk away from you, let them walk. don't try to talk another person into staying with you, loving you, calling you, caring for you, coming to see you, or staying attached to you. when people can walk away, let them walk. your destiny is never tied to anybody that left.

I'm just living my life &
being the best version of a woman I can be.
I’m not always going to please everyone.
At the end of the day, the only person I should be answering to is myself.
You have to speak your mind.
Don’t let anyone talk you out of being you.

If you’re convinced that you’re not good enough,
you’ll have a difficult time accepting someone
into your life who thinks you are.

Thank God for the friends that are willing to
give up their whole day just to make sure
that you get through yours.

You're letting her think that you're
emotionally available. You're letting her
think she has a chance.and theres nothing
worse in the world than thinking you
have a chance when really you don't
-- Grey's Anatomy --

2632*

It's been a while, i hope i still have fans.
I was going to make another site but realized it wasn't worth it and i was gonna stick to this one.<3
and yes i will be updating a lot more.
here you have it, and merry xmas.

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We always inevitably find ourselves
wanting to run back to the ones we used to love,
for some reason, thinking it would work out
differently the second time around.



Just because I finally got over you,
doesn't mean there aren't days when
it all just comes rushing back.
 

i keep telling myself to apoligize. but there's nothing to be sorry for
i'm not sorry that i walked away, because you would have done it anyway.
and i'm not sorry about the things i said to you. because i meant it.
as hard as it is for me to not apoligize. i'm really not sorry. but i love you.

Being with all the girls in the world doesn't make you a man;
but making one girl feel like she is the world.
.....well, that does.







There's a big fucking world out there.
It's messy, and it's chaotic, and it's never, it's never ever the thing you'd expect.
It's ok to be scared but you cannot allow your fears to turn you into an asshole,
not when it comes to the people that really love you, the people that need you.
-In The Land of Women<3

Remember, that the best relationship
is one where your love for each other is greater than your need for each other.

Pain is knowing
you are right for each other,
just not right now.

I've been lonely tonight.
I've been fighting the urge to text him and tell him that I miss him.
I don't want him to know anymore.
i wonder if he misses me at all or if he is just glad that I've finally let him go.
It's easiest when I don't see him, I won't deny that, but I just want to be able to see him without it hurting.
I don't want him to be out of my life forever. I don't want him to forget me.
He was my first love and I was his.
That's got to mean something, right? I wish things had been different. I wish he still loved me.

2846*

thirty comments/next update.

i guess i'll update because i'm sick.
my cars been taken away, i get it back
tommarow, and .. me and my boyfriend
aren't doing so good. =\ please comment
and subscribe.<3
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o1.
As far as I'm concerned, Shaw was a punk cause you know what? Tragedies happen, what are you gonna do? Give up? Quit? No. I realize now that when your heart breaks you gotta fight like hell to make sure you're still alive because you are, and the pain you feel, that's life. The confusion and fear, that's there to remind you that somewhere out there's something better and that' something is worth fighting for ..
-- One Tree Hill *

o2.
And he asked me
"How do I know if im in love with you or not?"
And I responded with
"If you have to ask me then your not"

o3.
One day when its way too late, you're going to say, "I love you." Then when I don't reply you're going to muster up everything you have and ask, "Do you love me?" and you know what I'm going to say? "I used to love you, I wish I still did, but you were with all those other girls, and you were way too blind to see what was right in front of you the whole time. I've dropped you hints, and I've tried to make it clear, but you never caught on. So right now, I'm going to have to say, we're just friends, like you did to me all those times."

o4.
I'm sick of keeping my mouth shut,
so I guess I'm like your legs you slut
Yeah I'm open for whoever wants some.
Do you really want me?
Cause I don't really need you.
If you wanna leave me,
well I won't try and stop you.

o5.
"Hey girls, you're beautiful. Don't look at those stupid magazines with stick like models. Eat healthy and exercise. That's all. Don't let anyone tell you you're not good enough. You are good enough; you are too good. Love your family with all your heart and listen to it. You are gorgeous, whether you're a size 3 or a size 14. It doesn't matter what you look like on the outside, as long as you're a good person; as long as you respect others. I know it's been told hundreds of times before, but it's true."
-- Gerard Way *

o6.
People ask me what I want to do when I'm older
and I say "I don't know," because they would call me
crazy if I said I wanted to spend my life with you.

o7.
He meant everything to her 
But she meant nothing to him. 
and the sad thing is she'd ;;  <3
still do anything to be with him. 

o8.
Cause I'm fighting like hell for you,
and I don't plan on giving up.
All I want is for me and you to be
the way we were.

o10.
Boy,
it's written on your face.
yeah, you made a mistake.

o11.
what i have with him is worth it.
it is worth every lonely night, every tear i cry from missing him,
& the pain i feel from not having him close.
it is worth it cause he is my one & only.
when i picture myself years from now, i see only him.
no matter how painful distance can be,
not having him in my life would be so much worse.

o12.
she holds it all; in as she walks down
the long hallway, as they all stop & give
her sympathetic looks.. but she doesn't
want sympathy; SHE WANTS OUT.

o13.

it's not even like i still love him.
or even care about him in the
slightest bit. i just want him to be
as unhappy as he made me ..

o14.
I guess i just have to accept that you aren't the person that i
once knew & that we aren't the best friends that we once were.

o15.
Laugh at stupid jokes. CRY. Get revenge. Apologize. Tell someone how much they really mean to you. Let someone know what they're missing. Laugh till your stomach hurts...live life, because tomorrow's not guaranteed to anyone.

o16.
True friends are the ones that when you're crying your eyes out,
are pulling the tissues from their purses.
The one's making you laugh so hard
that you could pee your pants.
And the one's who aren't teaching you how to dance,
they are the ones shoving you onto the table
saying “Lets go girl!”

o17.
if i could spend every minute of every day with you,
i would. i think about you all the time. i think of you
when i go to bed, & you're the first thing i think about
when i wake up. i can't go through one day without
wanting to see you, needing to see you. you're addicting
& i don't get it. WHAT iS iT AB0UT Y0U? <3